Protagonist

Have you ever gotten upset because you thought you weren't getting what you wanted out of a relationship? For me, looking back on those moments is humbling now.That isn't meant to sound condescending as though I'm some evolved being. I'm as flawed as it gets, trust me. It's humbling to me because it makes me feel quite silly to have gotten so upset. Looking back on it now i should have spend that time figuring out who i was. Not what people I needed to be hanging around with. I had no idea what I wanted out of life or a relationship. How in god's name was I so sure that I wasn't happy where I was? Why couldn't I just relax and enjoy where I am instead of worrying and hurting my own feelings, worrying about what I was missing, and the bad things that could be happening? We all should slow down. Take in the world around us, and recognize that learning what we want out of life is a gradual thing. We're fascinating creatures. Constantly learning and evolving. A relationship isn't about finding what you are looking for. 
I believe that none of us know what we are looking for until we find it. Life is about learning about yourself and what makes you happy, and then finding that in a person who is made happy by you. The real you. Not who you pretend to be. Any relationship without honesty will never last.